below was a March post that I just posted today!

so, been doing a lot of thinking today....

am i thinking that 'it will just happen' for us when the timing is right? 

instead of 'putting my oars in the water'? 

i'm sittin' in the boat right now. 

but these oars are still in the boat. 

what if i've been using my fear to allow me to miss out on a sweet huge blessing and a blessing for my family?

and what if i've brought a lot of heartache on myself before seeking out all answers for our infertility.   

fear.

starting to think about being open for the next step. 

so, i'm putting my oars in the water.